today was my friend anikas induction party
i hope induction is the right word. i mean she just moved there and gave a party
we all got a bit, well more than a bit, drunk
the guy she has/had a crush on was also there and the more drunk they got the
more they made out *lol*
but then after a while she locked herself in the bathroom which was a bit annoying
because everyone either had to pee or began to feel sick.
so my friend sara already sat in front of the door and a few others too
after over 30 minutes she opened the door and a few of us girls went in with her.
she'd puked in her tub and was sitting on the floor crying
sara went over to her to comfort her and i sat on the floor in front of the door
after another 30 minutes we got her to stand up, well kinda. i stood beside her and
we all pulled her to her feet
she was upset because she thought the guy was only playing with her and stuff
the usual. we talked to her the whole time and after a long, long while sara and i
convinced her that it would do her good if she took a bath
i stayed in the b.room with her and watched her a bit because she was still pretty
down and drunk. my alcohol level seemed to be almost normal again so i guess i
felt better than her
anyway, after a loooot more talking and comforting she went into the living room again
and laid down on her sofa. sara sat next to her and all of us got very sleepy
that was around 3 am. ( the party started at 8 pm the day before )
when a few people decided to go to the gas station to buy something to eat
apparently the guy  ( another one ) thought her food was too gross or something.
sooo, i decided i would go home and rest there.
the minute we got outside the guys ( 3 of them ) started asking one of the girls, who
also came with because she wanted to go home, for the pictures she took at the beginning
when we went in the bathroom for anika. that was the first thing that kinda bugged me
i mean, sure it's always funny to laugh at the one who throws up after drinking too much..
me and my sister both found it hilarious when i was really drunk for the first time
but that's all just funny to a certain degree
then the guy she has a crush on started saying how disgusting it all was and stuff.
but in a really nasty way
i don't like to stand up for myself ( or others ), especially in front of people i hardly know,
because i'm very shy and not very self-confident. to be honest even that's an understatement
but anika's just one of my oldest friends and she means pretty much to me
so i said "wow, you're all.. very.. nice"
and that son of a ***** said " well you were one of the ones who said to her that she didn't
have the guts to drink more alcohol"
it's true i said that, but i even laughed the time i said it because i was meant to be a joke
that's why i answered " yeah well, i just might know her a lil' bit longer than you so.. she knows
how to understand what i'm saying " then he mumbled something but i didn't quite get that
that was when i pulled out my mp3 player and started listening to it while quickly putting a big
distance between me and them.. i guess they had much fun talking about me after that
i may have over-reacted a bit but it just.. i don't know
i don't feel very well lately so i guess it is/was also a bit of that too