i know i haven't wrote an entry for a loong time
but i just have to right now, because i've just read this totally amazing book.
and i don't think someone else will be interested in this. maybe no one here reads
my entry, but i don't care.
i just have to write something down
well anyways
the book is called "the lovely bones" and was written by alice sebold.
there were so many passages in the book where i was about to cry, and didn't
but the last paragraph was too much. i have to watch something funny now, or i
think i'll start again. good.. if someone reads this.. do you know the book?
good.. it's sooo sad.
it's just so beautifully written, and the stuff about susie's haeven is just soo wonderful
i never would've thought i would like a story about heaven, but it's more than that.
gosh.. i have to go watch some tv to cheer me up again :( :)

my ( new ) earlobes are throbbing
i know holes can't throb but i think you get the point
i guess that's the reason why they don't advertise safety pins as a tool
for piercing your ears
my friend was supposed to pierce me but we were too tired to buy cannulas
( she pierced her lobes with them too ) at the pharmacists and then do it
so i did it myself, but in an even more unprofessional way then hers
*lol*
oh well..

anyway i have to say i'm satified with my work. they're pretty good actually

i want money...
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed money
i wanna buy final fantasy XII ( for those who don't know what that is. it's a playstation game )
i'm so depressed now T.T

edit:
great, now i can't even seem to find my sims 2 disc..
i wanna play somethin

yay, i have a new piiercing
*happy*
and i love it
eventhough my ear fuckin hurts. it's actually the most painful one of all my piercings ( 4 now )

but nothing can make me sad today because i read an incredible house spoiler
OMFG
i won't say it though, but OMG OMG *lol*

so i was at a little theather today with a few people
and i met a really nice ( and cute *cough* ) girl
she likes the same music genres that i like and the fact that she likes
jazz tells me she likes to experiment with music, because it's really rare
that people at my age listen to that kind of music

i just saw pics of jesse spencer here on lj and i have to say
i like them (jesse and jen ) even more because they seem to like starbucks
*haha*

damn i forgot to donwload the l word
i already forgot it this morning before i went to school and when i left home again
for the theater i forgot it again.. now it's too late so it won't be finished before i have to
sleep

god it's so frustrating..
i wanted to watch the oscars but fell asleep an hour before it began
( it was shown here at 2 am )
man, i really wanted to watch them because first of all it's english *lol*
i rarely get to see that here
and second ellen degeneres was the host.
she's sooo funny
when i woke up at 5:30 am there were only about 3 awards left to hand out..

anyway i noticed something while reading fanfics all weekend
it's kinda weird how the same injury is like nothing happend in one fic and in the
other they almost can't handle it, mostly it's the broken ribs *lol*
i'm totally into house cam fics at the moment and read at least 3 fics the past days
where cameron ended up with several broken ribs at some point
ah well, it's fun anyways

today was my friend anikas induction party
i hope induction is the right word. i mean she just moved there and gave a party
we all got a bit, well more than a bit, drunk
the guy she has/had a crush on was also there and the more drunk they got the
more they made out *lol*
but then after a while she locked herself in the bathroom which was a bit annoying
because everyone either had to pee or began to feel sick.
so my friend sara already sat in front of the door and a few others too
after over 30 minutes she opened the door and a few of us girls went in with her.
she'd puked in her tub and was sitting on the floor crying
sara went over to her to comfort her and i sat on the floor in front of the door
after another 30 minutes we got her to stand up, well kinda. i stood beside her and
we all pulled her to her feet
she was upset because she thought the guy was only playing with her and stuff
the usual. we talked to her the whole time and after a long, long while sara and i
convinced her that it would do her good if she took a bath
i stayed in the b.room with her and watched her a bit because she was still pretty
down and drunk. my alcohol level seemed to be almost normal again so i guess i
felt better than her
anyway, after a loooot more talking and comforting she went into the living room again
and laid down on her sofa. sara sat next to her and all of us got very sleepy
that was around 3 am. ( the party started at 8 pm the day before )
when a few people decided to go to the gas station to buy something to eat
apparently the guy  ( another one ) thought her food was too gross or something.
sooo, i decided i would go home and rest there.
the minute we got outside the guys ( 3 of them ) started asking one of the girls, who
also came with because she wanted to go home, for the pictures she took at the beginning
when we went in the bathroom for anika. that was the first thing that kinda bugged me
i mean, sure it's always funny to laugh at the one who throws up after drinking too much..
me and my sister both found it hilarious when i was really drunk for the first time
but that's all just funny to a certain degree
then the guy she has a crush on started saying how disgusting it all was and stuff.
but in a really nasty way
i don't like to stand up for myself ( or others ), especially in front of people i hardly know,
because i'm very shy and not very self-confident. to be honest even that's an understatement
but anika's just one of my oldest friends and she means pretty much to me
so i said "wow, you're all.. very.. nice"
and that son of a ***** said " well you were one of the ones who said to her that she didn't
have the guts to drink more alcohol"
it's true i said that, but i even laughed the time i said it because i was meant to be a joke
that's why i answered " yeah well, i just might know her a lil' bit longer than you so.. she knows
how to understand what i'm saying " then he mumbled something but i didn't quite get that
that was when i pulled out my mp3 player and started listening to it while quickly putting a big
distance between me and them.. i guess they had much fun talking about me after that
i may have over-reacted a bit but it just.. i don't know
i don't feel very well lately so i guess it is/was also a bit of that too

Stole from onerva69



result:

10-20= goody good
21-30= a little rebelous
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch/asshole
71-80= can't believe you made it this far
81-90= fucking bad ass
91-100= see u in hell

i noticed something..
everytime i'm squeeing about my fandoms i kinda talk to myself
it's not really talking to myself but more just talking...
i guess it has something to do with the fact that none of my friends
watch the same shows that i do, but that doesn't make it less weird

oh god, i just zapped a bit and got stuck on mtv
dismissed was on with a girl who's bi and one of the
contestants was a guy and one a girl
when she chose the girl, the guy said, and i quote
"they're totally gonna call me tonite cause they'll need a man"
WTF? that is soooo classic....
that's exactly the reason why i hate guys like that...